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I took a bus home for Thanksgiving. The ride was long and sort of awful but home is nice and food is nicer and seeing my family is better.

I get to endure the bus again tomorrow, hopefully making it back to school in time to get my assignment for Tuesday done to the degree I want. It’s finals time and I just need to put myself through the paces for two more weeks. Ahhhh, work.

In other news I’m asking for a typewriter for Christmas. yep.

Coming to terms

I was looking back a few entries and I kinda feel like all the blah blah blah about me being stable and not needing/wanting a romantic relationship is a bit crap. I want it, I do, I really do.

I’ve been desperate for an emotional confidant lately and I’m starting to accept that it’s because of the separation I feel from alot of the people around here. It’s vain to think a relationship would fix that, it won’t. But I want that comfort and trust with someone here.   I’m floating and ignoring and ghosting instead of doing the whole college life thing.

I was never good at that to begin with.

Someone needs to reel me in and quick.

or really, I might need to reel myself in, but I’m not really sure that I can right now.

Life. Ugh, that’s lame.

Updates, in list form

1. going off BC because it’s making me crazy, also switching anti-inflammatory meds. ugh ugh ugh

2. I have way too much work for me to be procrastinating this much

3. My muffin tonight was not as delicious as the last one was:(

4.  I fail so hard at being social at my college, I like being alone quite frankly and there are only so many people around here that I like in large doses.

5. My schedule for next semester is so ridiculous. for serious.

I should really be sleeping.

Election

I wish everyone would stop getting so angry at each other.

We all voted how we voted because it was something we believed in. Someone believing something else does not make them stupid.  I’m sorry people are upset but we need to listen to each other and treat everyone like capable human beings instead of lashing out.

I know it’s early (very), so emotions are high, things will naturally die down as time passes, but the amount of aggression people are showing is disturbing and heartbreaking.